Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Random Ramblings

No Closure. 

A Curse i'm forced to live with for life.

With all we've been through, with all i've gone through and done for her,  i thought i deserved at least that.

A big f*cking question mark at the end. That's all i ever got.

With what i experienced, I should be the bitter one. But i choose not to be. Because i don't want to live in a cage of my own doing.

What is this then, if not bitterness seeping out?

I don't know.

I gotta stop.

I have to start working on myself again. If i gave her all i could, and still it wasn't enough, then it's her loss. I know i was a decent boyfriend, and a better friend.

That's what i keep telling myself.

I started doing things i never did before. Maybe trying to compensate again. Trying whatever to make myself feel better.

I don't know where this road will lead me, but i'll have to find my own way.

A decent talk with her. That's all it takes to grant me peace.


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